Happy Pancake day !

I didn't even know it was pancake day ! I love pancakes... I know I shouldn't but I'm going to have some pancakes seeing as I've already fucking failed. Binged and purged so much today I may as well just have a pancake. Back to fasting tomorrow, I need to lose right now, I'm in such a bad place..like in my head, I'm currently just under 99.5lbs. I've always said if I get to 100 I'm killing myself, but now I don't want to die fat so...? I think that extra 1/2 pound would just push me over the edge. But anyway, Happy pancake day... ~

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