Saturday, 26 February 2011

Purged :'( ~

I've officially been purge free for a while now. I'm doing abc and today was 500cals, I only had about 450 and what did I go and fucking do ? Erghh, feeling shit right now, what the fuck am I doing? I can already feel myself slip futher and further into a little restrict,purge,binge,purge,restrict cycle. What a load of merde. ~

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2 comments:

  1. sorry to hear you purged sweetie, don't be too hard on yourself though, okay?

    you still made ages without purging which is amazing - maybe this time you can try to make even longer?

    for me, when i first gave up purging i had tooons of slip ups, sometimes i made months then just purged but i persisted, and now it's been 1 year 1 month and 20 days since i last purged (6th jan 2010) and honestly, if you just overcome these slip ups and don't let them negatively affect anything for you, then you can and will do this one day :]

    take care x

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  2. Well done on giving up purging. I'm going to try again, I hate it and it becomes so addictive I know it's just not worth it. You take care too :) ~

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